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公平1999年，满世界流传着世界末日的预言，听说MJ为此买了核潜艇，准备躲到海底去。结果呢，世界末日没有出现，MJ却突然离奇的死去。大约伟大的人都有离奇的死法，猫王，列侬，MJ...可能是这些人生时都太过风光，所以，上天才让他们不得善终，而是些特别的方式告别。 这个世界是公平的，至少在死亡这件事情上。这是我们这些草根和明星大腕间唯一的相同点，也是每个人唯一的共同点。 迈克尔·杰克逊前天晚上干了个通宵，昨天上午睡了半天，中午醒来的时候一看手机报，末了一条不起眼的消息：迈克尔杰克逊死了。我无力地再次躺倒在床上，头脑有些麻木，觉得MJ的生与死与我真的一点关系没有。没几分钟，电话响了，我又不得不屁颠屁颠地去干活。 昨天晚上又加班，又是一堆没用技术含量的破事。乘着客户整理网线的时间，我在机房外的椅子上休息，不知不觉竟然小睡了过去，眼前出现MJ的太空步，耳边是MJ的Black or White。我突然惊醒，自语道：迈克尔杰克逊死了... 回想起年轻的时候，MJ是我的偶像，我认识的第一个外国歌手就是MJ，我听的第一张英文专辑就是MJ的，我买的第一盒正版的磁带是MJ的Dangerous...那时候喜欢把MJ的歌当背景音乐，看书、写作业...那时候没有钱，很多磁带都是从同学那里借的，许多年后当我自己有了薪水，还买了MJ的CD收藏...前些天还听说MJ要东山再起，我等着听他的新歌。没想到啊，就这么突然挂了。 Bad ThingsWhen you came in the air went out. And every shadow filled up with doubt. I don't know who you think you are, But before the night is through, I wanna do bad things with you. I'm the kind to sit up in his room. Heart sick an' eyes filled up with blue. I don't know what you've done to me, But I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you. ok When you came in the air went out. And all those shadows there are filled up with doubt. I don't know who you think you are, But before the night is through, I wanna do bad things with you. I wanna do real bad things with you. Ow, ooh. I don't know what you've done to me, But I know this much is true: I wanna do bad things with you. I wanna do real bad things with you. WeekendI received only 2 phone calls during this weekend, and neither of them were about work. This weekend might be the easiest one of this year. But this leisure stumped me. What should i do if i don't have work to do? I slept, saw TV programs, read books...I habitually picked up my phone every half an hour, worrying losing a phone call -- damn the modern communication technologies, which makes all-day work possible. Soon, a new week begins, and I felt lost. I'm looking forward to weekends during work days, but weekends are not the days i expect. I have plenty of time, and sufficient money, but i have no mood to enjoy the weekends. Not only because i am alone. Even if i had a girl friend, i still fell oppressed. Damn it, what the kind of life do i like? NightmareI was so tired, feeling my head so heavy. There might be something which's not supposed in it. Heavy, so heavy, and i could not keep my head up. I exscinded my head, like Sylar did to others, through my crania away, and tried to find something excrescent in my head. Bloody, dirty, lousy, i checked everything there, and put all of them away, and all of them disappeared, including my crania. Then i felt my head light, so light. I walked and run, until i arrived a river, where i saw my ugly appearance, which scared me. I run and run, looking for my crania, and i got into a clinic, where i begged the doctors to help me, but they just sat by. Later, i saw one of my colleague came, i run to him for help, but he was scared by me, a man with half a bloody head, and run away. I started to felt my head hurt. Painful, ugly, helpless, I howled with my half head, with despair, and i waked up. something...My friend just asked me why i did't wrote in English. In fact, I tried to, but I couldn't. I went home very late last week, and I had little time to do what I've planed to do. And, tonight, I arrived home at 22'o clock, which is the earliest these days.
Last weekend, I started to read a vacabulary book, which is supposed to be finishend within 21 days. But, I've just read 6 pages by now.
祸兮福之所倚最近我手上有一些很棘手的事情，有一个局点我自己割接了两次没有割接上去，二线来了割接了一次，还是失败。其实我是暗自高兴的。为什么呢？至少公司领导知道你是在做事的，而不是做一些破事，都不知道怎么向领导汇报。其次，这样再一次证明我司产品有多烂，我司销售水平多高，我司售后的工作多艰辛。
第一次割接，我是完全信任公司，信任二线，信任研发的，虽然之前产品我连产品都没有见过，但凭借几页开局指导，我还是提出了方案，并大胆地上了前线，结果割接失败；第二次，我还对我司产品抱有幻想，认为是其他原因导致，结果我信誓旦旦的向客户保证，这次我全权操作，不会有问题，结果还是失败；第三次，我让研发验证了方案，研发说没问题了，我不放心，请二线的兄弟下来支持，结果还是失败了。目前如何解决还没有一个最终的说法。
所有人都该反思。当我第一次割接前把方案交给各位专家看的时候，各位专家不是说没问题吗？当出了问题让各位专家验证的时候不是说也没问题吗？当然这些只是具体问题。更大的问题是：销售的时候忽悠无极限！还有一个重要的问题，实施的人，也就是我之前都没见过这个产品。两年多除了干活还是干活，就没有正经参加一次技术培训。希望领导比我考虑的更多一些。 大家都很难受如果只是我一个人难受，那必定是我自己的问题。如果许多人都一样难受，那就不是个人的问题了。
周末，和郑州办的兄弟通了电话，他刚和市场吵了一架，该干的活，不该干的活还是得干。所以郁闷啊。
我一直觉得我的工作方式有问题，一直在寻求自我突破；后来发现办事处兄弟都是这样，我就觉得是重庆办事处有问题，心理很不平衡，同在一家公司，差别怎么会那么大？现在发现，很多办事处都是这样的，心理平衡多了。
平衡归平衡，问题总还是存在的。按照领导的说法，现在办事处的人不是少了，而是多了，很多事情应该让渠道去做。但是有相当一部分渠道就是走走货，然后赚钱，有的连技术人员都没有，他能干什么活？郑州办的兄弟给某渠道培训三次了，还是啥都不会。因为渠道的技术人员本来是做冷菜的厨子。想通过几次培训让一个厨子学会调试网络设备可能吗？
我司从来都是市场导向的公司，所以市场部就是牛逼。销售让你去做事你能不去吗？影响了项目你能负责吗？一切围绕销售转，过去服务经理还能帮我们挡一些破事——现在服务经理也要卖服务产品，一方面服务经理要靠销售的客户关系促进服务销售，另一方面也提供一些“免费”的服务给客户尝尝甜头，而服务经理手上的资源也就是我们这些廉价的劳动力——服务经理也给安排不少破事。诚然服务经理也不好做，有办事处三年换了四个服务经理，有办事处两年换了三个。办事处的售后就是被多重领导，干活最多，回报最少，还里外不是人。
一个不平衡的关系是没法长期维系的。所有人都觉得除了薪水算是业界中等偏上，其他没啥，干的活都不是人干的。几乎每个人都在盘算着离开，如果公司不能保证薪酬的话。 sighi made an appointment with a MM to see a movie together tonight. but, just like i always worry about, some work must be done tonight. and the appointment had to be canceled.
that's how the job disturbs my life. it happens everyday.
so, changes are required. Either the job, or myself.
扫地神僧今晚6级连放，把PB大结局看完了。爽！
剧情真是高潮迭起，出人意料，却又让人大跌眼镜。kellerman怎么又活过来了？而且变成一个能力超强可以左右大局的人？真的像《天龙八部》里少林寺的扫地神僧，当天下英雄打得难舍难分的时候，他出来搅上一把。我以及不少人都认为，一定是金庸写小说，故事编不下去了，所以才突然让一个神仙冒出来。因为是神仙，所以可以不用凡人的逻辑道理去解释，这样剧情又可以发展下去了。估计PB的编剧也是遇到了同样的难题。
仔细想想，扫地神僧这样的角色在不少影视剧里都有。比如最近的《Night at the Museum 2》里面，当古埃及的士兵都复活的时候，正义的一方眼看就无法抵抗了，这时候，高大威猛的林肯过来了，一切问题迎刃而解。还记得以前看《包青天》，有一次包公审案子实在是审不下去了，结果死者的魂魄就来了...
影视剧固然可以胡编瞎写，现实中是否存在扫地神僧呢？我想是有的。（要不然怎么说艺术源自生活呢？）那些在你迷失时给你点拨，让你从此顿悟；那些在你失落时给你支持，让你从此振奋；那些在你困难时给你帮助，让你从此走出困境的人们都是扫地神僧。这些人可能平时都是默默无闻，可是关键时候，我们的命运却被他们左右。当然，与影视剧不同的是，这些人不是神，他们的作为可能也是无心的，但客观上，他们帮助了我们。（所以说艺术高于生活呢！）
又想起王立群教授的“人生四行”：自己要行；有人说你行；说你行的人要行；身体要行。其中两条“有人说你行；说你行的人要行”不就是在说扫地神僧吗？这个世界上每个人都是良驹，可是“千里马常有，而伯乐不常有”——其实，这句话完整的说法应该是这样的：这个世界上千里马很多，但是会相马的人很少，而像伯乐那样有名的，说话有分量的相马人就更少了。所以，被伯乐相中的好马那不也像是得到神仙的帮助了吗？所以中国从来就有“知遇之恩”这个说法，这个恩情实在是太大了。
嗯，不过我什么时候才会遇到扫地神僧呢？ it is important to backup your data!Live space is GFWed again, because of this special period.
Months ago, i started to post blog entries both to QQzone and live space. Now, i feel so lucky that i did so.And i also backup my mails, using the automatic forwarding settings.
We live in a information era, information means so much to us. If i lost all my blog posts, i would go mad!
民主生活会今天周六，却被迫参加了办事处的民主生活会。
最近业绩不好，领导总是喜欢开会，喜欢在会上说事。
我就纳闷了，既然是民主，为何又强迫大家参加？既然是生活，又为何只谈工作？
哎，这个世界上的事情就是这么奇怪。
Childrens' day?this day has meant nothing to me for many years. i am missing those days when i was a child. Holidays, greetings, gifts... but now, nothing. maybe some years later, when i have my own children, i can understand such fete day. |
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